The Dreamer

10bullets: princes square by bendisdonc on Flickr.

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 16:42:17 -0400

10bullets:

princes square by bendisdonc on Flickr.

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Thu, 31 May 2012 23:19:06 -0400

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Wed, 30 May 2012 23:29:41 -0400

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Wed, 30 May 2012 20:09:52 -0400

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Tue, 29 May 2012 21:15:17 -0400

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tatteredsanity: submitted anonymously

Tue, 29 May 2012 00:44:18 -0400

tatteredsanity:

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my life goal is to buy out an entire concert and then the artist will come on stage so dramatically...

Tue, 29 May 2012 00:10:13 -0400

my life goal is to buy out an entire concert and then the artist will come on stage so dramatically and it will just be me sitting there like

thestateofherknees: sylverstar: Ode to a Nightingale by John...

Mon, 28 May 2012 23:15:33 -0400

thestateofherknees:

sylverstar:

Ode to a Nightingale

by John Keats

read by Benedict Cumberbatch

My heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains

    My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk,
Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains
    One minute past, and Lethe-wards had sunk:
‘Tis not through envy of thy happy lot,
    But being too happy in thine happiness, -
        That thou, light-winged Dryad of the trees,
                In some melodious plot
    Of beechen green and shadows numberless,
        Singest of summer in full-throated ease.

O, for a draught of vintage! that hath been
    Cool’d a long age in the deep-delved earth,
Tasting of Flora and the country green,
    Dance, and Provençal song, and sunburnt mirth!
O for a beaker full of the warm South,
    Full of the true, the blushful Hippocrene,
        With beaded bubbles winking at the brim,
                And purple-stained mouth;
    That I might drink, and leave the world unseen,
        And with thee fade away into the forest dim:

Fade far away, dissolve, and quite forget
    What thou among the leaves hast never known,
The weariness, the fever, and the fret
    Here, where men sit and hear each other groan;
Where palsy shakes a few, sad, last gray hairs,
    Where youth grows pale, and spectre-thin, and dies;
        Where but to think is to be full of sorrow
                And leaden-eyed despairs,
    Where Beauty cannot keep her lustrous eyes,
        Or new Love pine at them beyond to-morrow.

Away! away! for I will fly to thee,
    Not charioted by Bacchus and his pards,
But on the viewless wings of Poesy,
    Though the dull brain perplexes and retards:
Already with thee! tender is the night,
    And haply the Queen-Moon is on her throne,
        Cluster’d around by all her starry Fays;
                But here there is no light,
    Save what from heaven is with the breezes blown
        Through verdurous glooms and winding mossy ways.

I cannot see what flowers are at my feet,
    Nor what soft incense hangs upon the boughs,
But, in embalmed darkness, guess each sweet
    Wherewith the seasonable month endows
The grass, the thicket, and the fruit-tree wild;
    White hawthorn, and the pastoral eglantine;
        Fast fading violets cover’d up in leaves;
                And mid-May’s eldest child,
    The coming musk-rose, full of dewy wine,
        The murmurous haunt of flies on summer eves.

Darkling I listen; and, for many a time
    I have been half in love with easeful Death,
Call’d him soft names in many a mused rhyme,
    To take into the air my quiet breath;
Now more than ever seems it rich to die,
    To cease upon the midnight with no pain,
        While thou art pouring forth thy soul abroad
                In such an ecstasy!
    Still wouldst thou sing, and I have ears in vain -
        To thy high requiem become a sod.

Thou wast not born for death, immortal Bird!
    No hungry generations tread thee down;
The voice I hear this passing night was heard
    In ancient days by emperor and clown:
Perhaps the self-same song that found a path
    Through the sad heart of Ruth, when, sick for home,
        She stood in tears amid the alien corn;
                The same that oft-times hath
    Charm’d magic casements, opening on the foam
        Of perilous seas, in faery lands forlorn.

Forlorn! the very word is like a bell
    To toll me back from thee to my sole self!
Adieu! the fancy cannot cheat so well
    As she is fam’d to do, deceiving elf.
Adieu! adieu! thy plaintive anthem fades
    Past the near meadows, over the still stream,
        Up the hill-side; and now ‘tis buried deep
                In the next valley-glades:
    Was it a vision, or a waking dream?
        Fled is that music: - Do I wake or sleep?

I am falling asleep to the perfection of this tonight.

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Mon, 28 May 2012 20:24:34 -0400

79: What did you dream of last night?

Mon, 28 May 2012 12:51:00 -0400

See let me bring you into my depressing world. I don’t have dreams every night. Is there a way that gives one more of a chance to dream? If so please tell me all about it. I love to dream. However, I will give you a dream that I had recently. It involves some people that cannot be named. Sorry. Maybe I’ll tell you directly later.

Here is what I wrote in Moley (my Moleskine):

Today, I had a 15 minute dream. It was a bit blurry but I remember some specifics. It took place in a store [probably a high end clothes store with special fragrances because I remember seeing people spray customers at the door] and then some celebrities started coming in. For example Rihanna came in (with Red hair). Be advised there were other celebrities too - sadly I didn’t get to talk to them or see them really [I really wanted to say “Hello” and help them out in the store and perhaps get his or her numbers especially my celebrity crush]. My alarm woke me.

Note: Anything in [ ] is my addition to it here and was not written in the Moleskine.

Let's get weird.

Mon, 28 May 2012 12:24:00 -0400

1: What is the real reason you are confused right now?
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
8: Are you close with your dad?
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
10: What are you listening to?
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
12. Do you like hickeys?
13: What time do you go to bed?
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
16: Do you always answer your texts?
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
25: In the past week, have you cried?
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
29: Do you have a best friend?
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
31: Who was your last call from?
32: Are you mad at anyone?
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
35: How many more days until your birthday?
36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
42: Are you available?
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
46: Do you regret anything?
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
53: What was the last thing you ate?
54: Did you get any compliments today?
55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
56: Do you own anything from other countries?
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
58: Where have you lived most of your life?
59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
62: Who do you text the most?
63: What was the last movie you saw?
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010?
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
67: Do you curse around your parents?
68: Are you happy with where you live?
69: Do you collect anything?
70: What’s your favourite colour?
71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone?
72: Has anyone ever cheated on you?
73: What are your plans for tomorrow?
74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one?
75: Does your last ex have a job?
76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship?
77: Where is your cellphone?
78: What colour is your cellphone?
79: What did you dream of last night?
80: Are you atheist?
81: Will you change your name when you get married?
82: Are you ready for autumn weather?
83: Have you had any big storms recently?
84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing?

solitarywallflower: omgitstehwarmuffin: faun-songs: sisstrider...

Mon, 28 May 2012 12:13:25 -0400

solitarywallflower:

omgitstehwarmuffin:

faun-songs:

sisstridersdick:

ravenouscomplex:

the-fever-prince:

metasepia:

kinomatika:

LITERALLY SCREAMING

me too

THERE ARE TEARS. RUNNING DOWN MY FACE. HEY GUYS FAIR WARNING, DON’T DRINK ORANGE JUICE WHILE WATCHING THIS VIDEO UNLESS YOU’RE OKAY WITH CLEANING SALIVA AND LIQUID FRUIT OFF OF YOUR COMPUTER MONITOR.

im crying

My face hurts

This is Karkat
Just
Karkat

SWISS FUCKING CHEEEESE (my new rage quit phrase)

to watch whenever i’m in a bad mood

Tears were rolling down my face! I had a moment where you laugh too much and you can’t breathe. I am still recovering from this.

i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying

Mon, 28 May 2012 12:04:58 -0400

i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying

if you don’t have anything nice to say then come sit next to me and we will make fun of people...

Mon, 28 May 2012 00:16:01 -0400

if you don’t have anything nice to say then come sit next to me and we will make fun of people together

What kind of job do you want in the future?

Sun, 27 May 2012 23:38:00 -0400

I would like a job where I know I can support myself and my family if I so choose to have one. I want to be comfortable or even more so than that but comfortable is nice. If I have kids, I want to be able to provide for them with the things that they need and a few that they want. I won’t spoil them much just enough.

I want a job that allows me to travel the world if I want to at any moment. I want to be able to see and discover new places while meeting different and unique people. I want to experience new things and create moments I will never forget. I am looking for fun in whatever occupation I end up in.

Do I have a dream job and specific career path lined up? No. You do? Congratulations. More power to you. I just don’t know if I want to be a columnist for a newspaper or an award winning/best selling author or a famous musician who can sell out arenas in three seconds (first I’d need some talent in the vocal and/or instrumental department) or maybe a famous chef with restaurants in the big cities of the world or perhaps just simply the graphics designer for the most anticipated game of the year or the biggest blockbuster that summer or maybe just a simple owner of my own business or a stay at home dad. I don’t know what I want to do with my life yet. I am undecided.

Massive Thank You for the question!!!

college-campuses: University of Richmond.

Sun, 27 May 2012 23:29:49 -0400

college-campuses:

University of Richmond.

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Sat, 26 May 2012 13:52:03 -0400

My dad is currently drumming to Bigger by Justin Bieber. I don’t know what to say. Oh, wait!...

Fri, 25 May 2012 22:44:00 -0400

My dad is currently drumming to Bigger by Justin Bieber. I don’t know what to say. Oh, wait! Now there is Miley Cyrus playing - this must be my sister’s playlist. He skipped Miley but not Justin. Interesante.

Here’s an update. The song is now the Hoedown Throwdown.

“I guess just some things are more accepted in uh the popular...

Fri, 25 May 2012 17:56:20 -0400

“I guess just some things are more accepted in uh the popular culture than other things, and you’d rather-“